Assignment ??

         Hidup sebagai seorang student kalau tak ada assignment memang x sah . Apatah lagi if you are an IB student . Tak payah nak cakaplah . Assignment  berlambak-lambak and plus if you are in the end of 2nd sem . Almost all of the assignment are being given to you at the same time until tak ley decide yang mana satu nak start dulu . Extended Essay , TOK presentation / essay , IA Business , world literature and so on ..

         But for me , the hardest one to carry out is Internal Assessment Business. Mak ai ! Nak cari company bukannyer senang . hmm . Correction - Nak cari company tue senang but nak dapat approval from the company bukan main susah lagi . There were more than 10 companies that my friend's have called but its hardly to count even one company yang layan kitorang . huuhuu~~ How tough IB are . However , we won't give up yet!! Insyallah , me with the rest of my friends will try our best to search for the company to be put in our IA assignment . Well , there is no short cut to success . So biasalah susah susah nieh (ye ke ? ) hehe.. Whatever it is , I am still in progress of waiting my research project to be approved by a company which I accidentally found in the internet . Pray for my success! Amin...

         All in all, berusaha je sekarang and never ever thought of the word "if" . Kalau rasa benda tue penting and perlu dibuat , just do it without hesitation . Yes! That's right ! Do it without hesitation because benda tue takkan jadi dengan sendiri kalau kita sendiri yang tak ambil first step and the rest of the steps . So chaiyok2 / gambate kepada diri sendiri dan juga kepada rakan - rakan serta sesiapa saja yang mengalami situasi yang sama seperti saya . All the Best !!

The Way It Should be ??

            After having many thoughts of the most appropriate way "it" should be , I finally found out an answer which is destiny . Basically , "it" is refers to the  life that I am having right now. Have you ever wondered about the "road not taken"? Once in a while , the idea of the possibilities of taking another road from what I am taking right now will simply making me sometimes regret about present and always have a mind that "if I did not take this way" .

           "Why ? Kenapa? " I always questioned that . Kenapa aku kat sini ? Why I chose this way ? I should have known that I am not fit enough to go through this way . Memang selalu rasa nak putus asa . Kadang- kadang rasa menyesal kenapa lah aku pilih jalan yang susah nie dulu . Tetapi aku tetiba teringat surah Al-Baqarah : " Allah tidak akan membebankan hambanya melainkan mereka mampu memikulnya." So when I've remembered the verse , rse macam if and only if Allah bagi ujian nie kat orang lain , tidak semestinya orang tu mampu nak buat apa yang aku nak buat sekarang . Aku patutnya rasa bersyukur kerana Allah still uji aku dengan ujian macam nie. 

           About the road not taken plak , even though aku rasa aku boleh lebih bagus lagi kalau aku ambil the road not taken tue but aku still it was a history that cannot be changed . Dah jadi sejarah pun . No used of looking back and dreaming about if and only if I take another road , it is just wasting your time . Therefore , terima je what is in front of you and start planning ahead. 

P/s: It is actually a reminder for myself and also to those who also have the same experience with me .