Today

Life as a brief candle? Have heard of this phrase? :) 

And today will be yesterday cause tomorrow will be today..

Day after day, week by week, month after month,

and again your birthday.. 

You have completed one year meaning one year older.

what you have done? what you have accomplished?

asking and wondering 

but as you using your time on wondering..

time will never wait for you...

cause Earth will never stop spinning just for you...

Doing things that you think might be good for you..

How far those things benefit you?

Lost in your own world?

The world that you claimed is yours

The world that you created..

p/s: just have a feeling to write a poem. :)

Final Semester IB Diploma

It has been a long time for me to write in my blog. Currently, I am a bit busy ( surely because this is the very last sem for my IB Diploma) editing and sending my final draft for my extended essay, world literature, internal assessment economics, internal assessment for business studies and not forgotten tok essay. fuh.. nak mention je pun da penat. There you see. macam sikit je kan. haha. Diri sendiri pun tak percaya boleh buat benda-benda macam nie. 


But looking at your written research , commentary , report and so on, for me personally, it is hard to believe that i managed to do it by myself because before this I thought that the things are impossible to do. However, I was wrong. Boleh je nak buat sebenarnya. it is whether you want to do it or not. you yourself. If you want it, you will get it. Ada reason lah sebab masuk IB Diploma nie.


 The feeling of less smart than other students tu slalu jer ade. Tapi sampai bila. I keep asking on myself. Until when? kau dah habis IB nanti. or after you got 25. Nope. Benda xkan jalan kalau diri sendiri yang tak bergerak. PArt ni yang susah skali ni. Nak berubah jadi rajin tue la part yang seksa sekali padahl this is for my own future jugak kan. So tak nak la give up awal-awal macam kita mengaku kalah sebelum kita cuba berperang. This is a phrase that I gave to one of my special friend la kan. urm.. tp benda yang jadi kat diri kita balik. Allah nak menguji sejauh mana benar apa yang kita cakap tue. Nielah dugaan. 


Lastly, even though sebenarnya I tengah busy nak buat macam-macam keje lagi. but still I am able to blogging lagi (apa nak jadi la hang ni, dok nasihat orangtp diri sendiri tue tak reti nak nasihat) just for  while. I am doing this for fun and release my tension a bit at least. haha. hurm. this is not going to work. cause I keep worrying over the assignments. 

P/s: I am not able to do anything even though I miss you. ( Growing up girl) :)